I am in a constant pursuit of God, and with knowing that God is love, I pursue love constantly. I am not satisfied with having less when I know by reading scripture that there is more. The pursuit itself makes life worth living because it’s not just a pursuit… it involves a lot of finding as well.
As I discover new facets of His love I am overwhelmed and amazed by His glory—which is His goodness. His love never fails me and He is always faithful. I know that sometimes we can throw around those words in a cliché type of way… But it’s truth. He really has never ever failed me. I can say this about Him because I have not only read it in scripture but I have experienced it for myself and I continue to experience it. It is this revelation that compels me to dig deeper past the surface—which is theology and understanding of who God is through reading the scriptures—to a further realm of knowing Him and experiencing who He is in relationship.
I do however have to be careful that my pursuit itself is rooted and ground in love. I’ve realized that in the past at times my pursuit was fueled by fear. It was as if I tried to force Him into an encounter because I was so scared of my faith being tested. I wanted evidence of His existence. God did reveal Himself to me in time, although it was not so much in the ways I expected Him to. He knows what’s best for our development.
Trust Him through this season. Trust Him because He really is a good God. Trust Him because His love will never fail you. Pursue love.
For this reason I bow my knees to the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, from whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height— to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. –Ephesians 3:14-19