Today was my first day involved in the daily activities. Praise God my detox has gone extremely well. We do open meditation each morning and I decided to do scripture meditation. The Lord led me to Psalm 27. Immediately I felt His gracious and healing presence. The verse that really spoke to me was Psalm 27:5.
For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavilion.
This verse reassured me that I am in the right place for my recovery. His overwhelming presence comforted me. I have been in trouble, a lot of trouble. I asked God for help and He responded. He brought me to a safe place where I can recoup and of course He came with me.
A couple tears started to roll down my cheek and I gently opened my hands up to Him as an act of worship and gratitude. He truly cares for me and wants the best for me. He never gives up on me, and is always there when I humbly ask for help.
The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of who shall I be afraid? -Psalm 27:1
Shall I fear addiction? No because the Lord is my deliverer.
Shall I fear guilt and shame? No because the Lord is my redeemer.
Shall I fear a lack of trust in myself and the potential of relapse? No because the Lord is my strength and Christ lives in me.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.
**This is a journal entry previously written during my stay in an alcohol abuse treatment center. I’ll be posting many more in the coming days. All entries will be linked here.**